Dark Days

Ever have those days where they start out good, but as the day progresses, you just wish you had stayed in bed? You'll be doing your own thing, and then the black, inky fog descends. So much for the day...
While the darkness may not be depression, it still has many similarities to depression. For example: Feeling unproductive, un-cared about, ignored, etc.
It can be triggered by the rain, or anything linked to a sad memory.
It's those days when this fog descends that you have to fight the hardest, to try and keep your head above water ( or in this case, the fog). If you don't, it's quite possible, even probable that it could turn into depression.
Today's been a bit of something like that for me today... I think it has something to do with the rain...

Stress...

Stress: Something that we all deal with at some point in our lives. Sometimes I have to wonder why that feeling was every created...

Unfortunately, that is one of the feelings that have been bopping around in my head. In fact, right now it is threatening to suffocate any other feelings I am having...
It seems like so much is going on, with little or no time to complete those things. And forget about enjoying anything... There just seems to be a lack of time!

Sometimes, I wish I could just find a quiet nook in the woods, and just ignore everyone and everything until *I* feel like coming out, and chose which one of my problems I want to deal with. Unfortunately that is not how life works... Why does it have to be so cruel at times?! -_-

I want a hug...and in the same moment I want to slap someone. Hard. And cry. and have another hug...

I want to blow up stress with a nuclear bomb too.

I hate being a teenager... -_-